
I loved it when our conversations
were so pure and random.
We would laugh about nothing
and make fun of each other.
Our topics weren't fixed
nor stale and so not original
It was never revolving only
around certain people
with smiling faces we would laugh
at the screen and the others would know why were laughing
but now we just type "lol"
to hide our emotions
all the things we used to have
have been crushed and ruined, stained and destroyed
just like a twig slashing through a spiders web
cracked glass
stained white shirt
shattered chandelier
our fun and friendship
buried under the ruins of selfishness
selfcentered people, people who live to judge others, and to satisfy their feelings
people who only care about their own emotion
laughter, smiles, random shrieks, disses
we loved it, you betrayed it, abandoned it, and left us
you changed everything, all you
We used to be best friends ... supposedly forever
at the time we would do everything possible if one of us is in trouble
we were there when you needed us, but now apparently were trivial
oh so small compared to... that
now, laughter is a disguise
depression has become our permanent mood
our friendship bonding has become loose
and broke apart.
only a few strings are still attached
those made us reconsider
if the triangle still had three sides
whether you still deserve our attention
they all say that true friends can work out anything
now im doubting if were even true friends
i know that we are...
are you?
~Emily Tisweery