now let us stay on track.. shall we?

this post was not meant to offend anyone... so if you get offended.. i am SO sorry, i'll give u candy another day. but this is the point im trying to make

The point of making this blog:

When i first started making this blog, (while lindsay was cleaning out her fish tank), i thought that making T.A.L.K was a great idea because... 1. we got to post our feelings and thoughts, yes even if its depressing its a good way to vent and let out anger instead of throwing ice at walls (which is satisfying too) but i hit the neighbors dog the other day. If you don't want to read the posts on here, its completely up to you, but the fact that people post their feelings on here, its not wrong.

What we should do:

I really don't want this thing to get TOO big, but since we added Johnnie and Nirk, majority rules... just pick a time when im not to lazy. and make sure its only OUR lunch table. the people who have been sitting at our lunch table from the beginning of the school year... of course i don't count since i made this :]] ILY ALL, till now are all qualified to be here. other wise, im sorry, i cant add too many people or else i'll have to start a new one.

Poems:

Feel free to post ANY of your poems, just make sure that it doesn't violate any of our bloggie rules. i forgot to mention that if you make fun of any of the poems (in a mean, not playful way) we will ban you.

Venting:

I know that all of us, (yes including me and kitty) had major emotional break downs before. and its ok, just make sure you don't turn something really small to a huge deal (what i did) and like break down till midnight still crying hysterically. Right now, we have started a venting business... Kitty, our psychologist/counsler, is in charge of cheering u up (guiding you through ur hard times.) if you just need to vent... find kassidy (toothpick), he will be in charge of the line... which will be leading to me. Aimee, your personal punching bag.. its just publicly used.

FEES: none for kitty, just sign up w/ toothpick, if you are very hurt, or emotionally unstable, it would be free to go punch aimee, but if your just faking and want to hurt someone.. it will cost 2 bucks per punch. also, i have the right to duck.

if that doesn't work, we will lead you to a room, where all of us will be in there. there will be a TON of blonde moments coming from lindsay, and hysterical laughter coming from aimee kitty and possibly toothpick... but if all of you are fine.. lindsay will be playing sims 2 or soccer, kitty and me will be working on bloggy thingy, playing sports, or doing something else, and toothpick.. he has a life dont worry.

ILY ALL

(if ur offended DONT HURT ME)

-aimee-

Basket-Occer

That bball game was fun. But I still just wanna play soccer with Lindsay. We've both had really random urges to kick a ball around for some reason this whole week. Maybe a side effect of the whole "emotional-breakdown-a-day" thing? Hmmm. Questions, questions, questions.

I think the guys at our school don't think we can play bball. Maybe we're not as good as them, but yes we know we're supposed to catch the ball. The older-grade people that I played with weren't that bad. They just had an annoying habit of completely pushing me out of the way. And Mr. A nearly landed on me, like what, twice? And believe me. Seeing this 6-foot-somethin' guy coming down on you is enough to make anyone kinda scared.

I wonder if we could just scrimmage at like, a random park someday? Boys vs. Girls. I know that would end up being like, three on fifteen, but I think Toothpick's skills make up for most of it. And the height of our team. (NO OFFENSE AIMEE OR ANYONE ELSE)

OMG I seriously need to kick a soccer ball right now; my leg is like, twitching. But I have noone but the wall to kick it to. Hmm. Maybe I should make friends with my neighbor's 16-year-old brother that's been on Arsenal for as long as I can remember? Tough desicion.

So I guess life has been like, totally down the past couple of days, but believe it or not, we got over it pretty fast. Faster than I thought. Who would ever know?

In seventh hour, Lindsay braided my hair into two braids, and I swear I looked like a kindergartener. Yeah, it was "cute". As in preschool-cute. There are reasons why I always put my hair up.

Circle of love, peoples, circle of love.
XOXO
kitty

Eternal Embarassment

Unfortuatly you guys wont see me around much anymore......Im too ashamed to show my face in public after loosing the Basketball game to the teachers!!! WE WERE KILLED BY THEM!!!!!!!
At the end we lost by 9 or 10....but there was major difficulties at the score board (cuz the sevies messed it up) so we could have lossed by more.....
We did have some team difficulties seeming as some of the doods had ego problems and refused to pass it to us girls...ugg....i wanted to smack a couple of them! IF we would have gotten the ball, we would have kicked there butts (thats why we lost)
There was also the fact that they had Mr. Aston who could very easily play in the NBA (no joke!)
He could have easily gotten us all doughnuts by dunking it but noooo (i think he didnt just to torture us)
Kat was on fire....as usual :) She made two shots!!! Taylor made one....and Hailey played awesome....U GUYS ROCK.....GO BBALL!
~LiNdSaY~

Oh wait!
On second thought....our team was perfect.....we let the teachers win seeee since we are so smart and have HUGE brains....we decided that since these are the ppl that control our homework/uniform policy we should lay back a lil....ya thats right....we let 'em win.......

WE NEED LESS EMO POEMS!

ok so the emo poems are good but they are kinda getting on my nerves. we need something more than just emo poems even if that is pretty much what this blog is about. COME ON!!!

nother poem

When We Were Friends

when we were friends
we had our laughs
we had playful disses
we had fun

we meet a small bump in the road
it had tripped us all
so what?
we can still be friends

she apologized
i apologized
forgive us please?
we love you

it hurts to hear
that you abandoned us
because of a quarrel
please please don't?

we still love you
our triangular friendship
didn't reveal its power
until we lost one

now we want you back
we didn't treasure it enough
but it triggered a nerve
its called friendship

I've always thought of it
like a ring
round and round
drama goes

but the drama never stops the circle
it just keeps on going
recklessly
that is friendship

we are sorry
were both, extremely sorry
please come back?
we love you

is it that you don't care?
or we hurt you too much
are we important?
were all confused

please untie this knot
we know its not dead yet
if we all work together
our friendship, will never end....

-anonomieeees-

Trail of Tears

Please forgive us.
Please?
It was all my fault.
So don't blame her,
please?

Is there any way
we can just go and
forget?
I know it's hard,
but can we just try?

Bury the hatchet,
Forgiveness
Please
Please
Please

They say you don't know
how much you need someone
'til they leave.
I so learned
that was true.

You're hurt
I'm hurt
She's hurt
He's hurt
We all are.

And I know it's not gonna be
as easy as
holding hands
and listening to
Yellow Submarine.

And they say that some
people never forget.
You said that so
yourself.
It still hurts.

But give me a chance.
Give us the chance
to make up for what
we did.
I really hope you will.

You know who you are.
I'm glad you've read this far.
Think about it
Please
Even if only in disdain.

You have no idea
How hurt we are.
We have no idea
How much we may have hurt you
deep inside.

But can I say please
any more times?
Or will we have to live
thinking, remembering this
forever?

We love you.
We don't want to lose you.
We don't want to lose ourselves.
We don't want to lose your
friendship.