Life is such as single minded thing. It wanders in every direction, stopping at points that we may find of interest. Sometimes it stops abruptly, perhaps encouraging us to stop and breathe, or maybe to see if we have the stuff it takes to go on.
Recently, I have found myself pausing at one stop, knowing that I should continue, but at the same time, unwilling to do so. I loiter, hope that something shall come out of it, give up, but somehow return, restarting the cycle.
I make resolutions, tell myself that their must be a solution, because in my analytical mind, there always is. But life has taken great pains to paint an abstract, three-dimensional block, one that cannot be explained through logic or equations. I strain to grasp it, only succeeding in puzzling myself and causing chaos with it. The answer calls through a distant curtain, as elusive as a midnight shadow.
I admit it, I'm terribly lost, and at every turn there is a sign, demanding an answer. Must I always fake a smile? Or will someday my truth be heard?
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Yield
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Don't worry, Kitty. I heard an awesome quote from Linday Odil (yes, I know. She actually said this...it seems too deep, but...).
It goes like this: "Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end."
I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH KITTY!
<3 Ariel :]]
that was a good quote, madie. did she get that from somebody else, or did she make it up?
I kind of have the same response to that as you did, Madie.
Can we just fast forward to the end then?
Wow, ok i have some adivice(idk if it will be helpful)...i don't know excacly what your problem is but maybe its not a road block but just a fork in road and the situation is just trying to figure out which path to take. Maybe there isnt a solution until a path in chosen. it could be just taking the right path that is the challenge, or maybe there r two solutions with either path u will find one but one is better that the other. idk if this is any help, but maybe the paths r ur questions, should u tell anyone, or keep it to urself. maybe the answer to get through the curtain is the truth being heard or maybe it needs time. Whatever it is, i hope this helped...
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